March 2011
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This blog reserves the right to be biased, rude and selfish. Any types of whining, self loathing and useless amounts of sentimentality may take place in any, if not all, posts. This blog also reserves the right to create its own rules it its own convenience. Any nonconstructive criticism will be thrown out the window, anonymous or otherwise. The proprietor of this blog makes the...
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– Lemony Snicket
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“It is a curious thing, the death of a loved one. We all know that our time in...”
– Lemony Snicket
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If you can’t say something nice
At least say something useful.
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Life would be somewhat less stressful If instead of making those to do lists, make a to notice list. I know it sounds like one of those stupid phrases motivational teachers say while giving a speech to a gym full of apathetic teenagers. It’s snowing outside. It’s not going be here for long and if I don’t make a mental note on the matter, it’s just going to be another thing...
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I could just complain…or complain about others who whine just the same. Instead, I’ll side with a little grace. It’s true that I don’t want to hear the same problems over and over again unless I’ve already been hearing them in my head. There are times that would’ve been kinder if I’d just bite my tongue and quietly bleed, instead of actually speaking. Then...
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Someone I barely know anymore was kind enough to give a present last year. It was old and used. But it was something I enjoyed having nonetheless. It was a GameBoy Color with three priceless games for any child from the 90’s. It was Pokemon Red, Yellow and Blue. The only value is in the nostalgia it gives me. Occasionally, mostly in my boredom, I’ll pick it up and play for half an...
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The perfect breakfast need not bacon, pancakes, hash browns, toast, waffles, sausage or omelets. It doesn’t need orange juice or even coffee. The perfect breakfast can quickly be defined with a little bit of sentimentality. Good company is by far the greatest ingredient. That, and having something to eat besides cereal.
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Forgive me for being sentimental. Simply put, sentimentality is anything that we give a strong sense of purpose, but doesn’t actually hold anything up. There is nothing more frustrating than having to watch someone else bathe in sentimentality that we ourselves can’t agree with. It sounds awfully good in writing. But unless we are the types of artists who sell our sentimentality, it...
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“Why are so many people afraid to make mistakes when we’re supposed to learn from them?” Hopefully I’ll be able to answer this question with grace. I don’t remember who asked it. No one wants to mess up and realize that they’ve lost the first person they thought was the only one they could love. Seems to me as if the damage has been done. Nobody wants to...
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Feel free
Living costs a lot.
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Sometimes(all the time) I feel that I could get hold of my situations if I had the capability to freeze frame time. Then I’d be able to sit and think. I’d be able to walk around and take a good look at every person. How they feel, what they actually meant by what they just said and I’d finally have enough insight to reply with what I’m really thinking in my head. Instead I...
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Exactly eight years ago
I was crying in the bathroom
I couldn’t figure out why everyone was pinching me.
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Only shallow love can continue without the development of respect. Only someone shallow would forget. Fear those we love. They’re the ones who hold our heart.
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I’d say more If I didn’t say anything
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Dear Brad Thomas, you left your four hundred card Pokemon collection at a thrift store in Idaho. I was tempted to buy it considering the three dollar price tag that was on it. I decided not to. Anyone willing to spend that much money on that many Pokemon cards must have quite an obsession. The tub they were carried in even had your name on it. I’m assuming this was some fatal error where...
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Give as a single statement of its own. Never as a reply. Find a reason to give besides obligation. Give based on what wants to be given. Someday I’m going to find someone to love and maybe they won’t ever give it back. I might as well give anyway. I wouldn’t want them to give back in some from of obligation. That wouldn’t last.
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If anyone see’s me in the crowd don’t see me as quiet. Please do not see me as shy or antisocial. I just don’t enjoy being around so many people. Standing in front is easy. I have something to do. In it I am a collective cell with unsure intentions on the matters of how I look, who I really am, if my breath doesn’t smell bad and if any of these things are really important....
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Deal with yesterday by facing today
Instead of the same old slap to the face
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Whenever someone starts yelling at me I forget what they’re saying. I just here a large bang of noise. What’s being said isn’t important anymore. If I’m mad I might just feel inclined to yell back even if I didn’t before. It’s difficult talking to someone in a softer voice then theirs. The scary thing about a scream fight is we both don’t realize how loud...
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“A Common mistake that people make when trying to design something completely...”
– Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy -Mostly Harmless
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I’d love to grow up and be a responsible person, but at the same time, I don’t ever want to be afraid to fool around and just be the person I am. It feels so stupid fighting these two sides of myself. Just let me be both.
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I wish I didn’t regret anything from my past, especially when there’s nothing I can do about it now. I wouldn’t want to do it over. I just wish things were different the first time around
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Funny how most of the people who try to fix us are just as broken as we are.
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Sitting in the waiting room is harder to live with, “Please wait here” They’ll say. While all this is going on that one person we wait for is rolled off to somewhere different. What those doctors really meant when they said, “please wait here” was to wait and worry. A different disease strikes the waiting room. A car accident, a seizure or a deadly heart attack and...
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Let’s hold each moment of our lives in a vial. We’ll put them on a shelf where they can be reached. I’ll wonder why I’m here. Rest assured I’ll just go to the test tube labeled, “Why I’m here.” Put in in a syringe so I can shoot every single reason through my veins and then straight to the heart. Let’s hope I never run out. I can only shoot so...
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I don’t always jump when I know I’ll fall. At times I don’t scream. I just feel what I’ve said still won’t be heard, or better yet, taken to heart. Pass by me dear world as I wonder if I’ll ever be seen. There’s got to be something worth doing besides what others will notice. Passion overwhelms me where a need for attention falls short. Don’t push...
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Goodbye future and hello past.The longer our lives pass bye more the more we stop and turn around to see how far we’ve come. It’s scary how little path we have left. Please, I hope we can take the rest of the way slow. Let’s not worry. We’ve done most all we can. Can we look back and just listen? Few people have that chance. Looking back is difficult when we’ve lost...
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I can stand in front of a crowd, at least, as long as I know what to say or do. It’s so simple. But what strikes me with a nervous chill is standing in the crowd. I panic. It’s not that I find myself claustrophobic. I just feel like I don’t belong. Any minute someone is going to tap me on the shoulder and ask me what the heck I’m doing here, because obviously, I’m not...
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It’s hard doing anything I decided to put off the first time. I just get into the habit of always putting aside for later.The worst part is the panic stage when I need whatever it was done. This is usually when I get things done. Guess what time it is? panic time, which means I will finally be getting something important done.
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You know it's time for an acronym to end when your...
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The saddest moment of our lives will be when we leave what makes us happy and we can’t find our way back.
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A peaceful goodbye and a lovely hello with mixed emotions in the middle has led me to ask, how do we get here? I’m glad to be there. I wouldn’t replace the past. It would risk the present. The only fear I hold will be the future. Nothing will stay the same. I’ll have to let go. Step forward future and find me a place where I’ll fit, beautifully placed.
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Friend: So what physical features to do find attractive in girls?
Me: Uh...I'm not sure. I haven't really thought about it.
Friend: Come on, can you at least pretend to be shallow for five minutes?
Me: That would be like asking the Pacific Ocean to momentarily turn into a rain puddle. It's not that easy.
